you know i feel like i've been living in a hole or something for the past two weeks. all i do is go to work, sleep, go to work, sleep, maybe eat if i think about it. i dont get to really talk to may people or even watch a bit of tv or anything... i mean come on... i didnt know about the whole under water earthquake until a day or a week after it happened. sad!

yeah, this past week has been hard! it has had its ups and downs like any other, but all in all, God has shown though.
well, starters: there's been TONS of drama caused at work due to the fact that my sister's boyfriend is my boss. see i dont have a problem with it (or at least i didnt... at first) there's a lot to talk about, but i'll just do the high lights to make your life a bit easier. people spead rumors, rumors get to the general mangager, general manager (who i've met once since i've worked there)and then she calls me into her office 3 times in one week to corner me, accuse me of having "realations" with my sister's boyfriend, to tell me that i can no longer visit my sister while "mr. miller" is there ( WHAT THE HECK?!?! LIKE SHE CAN CONTROL THAT?) and then to try to put words in my mouth making it seem as though i am telling on mr miller... for what i'm not too sure yet. but i've chosen to go with the flow. as wrong as i may seem, thats the only thing i can see that can be done. i'm just going to pretty much be blind to all of the wheeling and deeling that goes on there. the theivary done by the managers, the drinking on the job, all of it. i know, i know. stuff like that shouldnt be left alone, but saying something isnt helping either... look where its gotten mike... almost unemoplyeed. i need my job.

ok, ok enough with the whole work thing. now i have something to say. i'm not too sure of how i "should" feel, but i know how i am feeling. any way i'll get to the point. there's this guy right? and he's a really nice strong christian guy, and i've known him for about a year now. i dont know him really well, but i work with him and all. well any way, he asked for my number and all before he goes back to collage and so i figured what the heck. is it too early to be hooking up with someone? i mean i know i am suppose to move on, but do i really bring someone in on my drama already? is that being selfish? making any sense? i can just tell this guy is intrested, and i dont want to make anyone else deal with me... i dunno, maybe i'm just being dumb *shrugs*